Day 60 Power

It is the 60th day of the year.  I am 60 years old.   I need to have more power.  I need to know how to ground my energy and get things done.  I can do things for others so I have to learn to do it for me.  Can I?  I can do things for others,  I take risks for others etc.  I have to take risks for me.  What is next.  I am looking for Power. Is that what I need?  How do I learn to do that?  Help me.