Day 43 Home

Yes, we made it home.  We stopped at Costco and bought lots of food.  I cooked a great dinner and Cooper is glad that we are here.  We left him and had others stop by and be with the little one.  I missed him but it was very good for relationship to be with my husband without the dog.  So that I could try and be a little more understanding and accepting.  I have to learn how to live this life that I have don't I.  I want to live the life in my head, in my dreams,  lots of great stuff in there.  Well, I still will  allow the universe to make my decisions and still have those thoughts and dreams out there.  I want to serve mankind the best way that I can.  I want to be a leader.  I am so glad I am not distructive, or am I??  I still want to eat to much,  I want to spend too much.  Things that I don't need just that I want them,  I want them to make me feel better.  That is not what it is all about and I am taking a look at that.