Day 55 Work

Enough already.....I am tired of working.  I am wondering why the money isn't as glorious as I thought it would be.  I may see if I can get a different job.  I love my job but why not change it up.  I thought I might want to work for a graphic artists.   Let us see about that.  I came up with an idea this morning that I have made all the choices that got me here and I really didn't do them very consciously or going inside to see what I felt about a long term effect.  What if I had had a plan and was determined and stuck with it,  And had the money to do that.   I did make it to be on TV and movies and that is what I worked so hard to do.  But I had the money to spend at that time for that kind of intense workshops.  No going back.  Looking back and deciding what I liked about what I did and what I want to do different and to move forward with new information.  Why wallow is self pity or self loathing.  I give that up.  Yeah!!!