Day 42 Shopping

Shopping Heaven in Seattle.  Yes, I love the colors and all.  Nordstroms was so so cool.   And my hubby bought me clothes at H&M  and I got 2 tops, a skirt and a leather coat. (fake)  But was so so fun.  We got to go on a train.  A Light link.   We went farther and farther and saw more and more, then came home a passed out for a nap and got ready for the party.  Angry hubby got us there.  I really woke up realizing that I was still the one that pushes the relationship away.  I do live in a world that no one knows about.  I am asking the universe for a motorcycle and I want to ride for all woman.  I want to ride Freda Amelia  That is my grandma.  She went blind and I didn't know her very well.  That is just one thing I want to do.  I want to travel across the US and be an inspiration for people.  I want to play music for people.  I want (none of those things are things that are in my life) (none of those things I have told my husband)  (I haven't told anybody anything). So I do live in a bubble.   I like  my bubble but I don't let others into this bubble.  Maybe I need to take a look at that.