Day 7 Crazy

I got thrown for a loop and I really didn't expect it then I really went in a great direction but now I am exhausted.   My regular bathroom has been torn apart and I did everything in there. Dressed, makeup, jewelry, cleaning myself. Towels for the hot tub, medications, lotions. You name it and now I am a mess.  I even had the dog in there all the time with me.
I went to the back bathroom which I have lived out of before but it was so small and the lighting sucked and I couldn't see to put on my makeup and I spilled something all over my work clothes and had to change into something that I really didn't want to wear and it even got crazier and crazier.   I really had a great energy at work until I crashed and couldn't think straight.  I got light headed from not eating.  I was going to eat every 2 hours and then I forgot.
I am dropping things, I am not thinking like a Buddha, more like a silly clown.
I just realized that it is a full moon and that may be making waves in my body and mind.  I practice peace and wanting to give peace and light vibrations to everyone.  That they matter, that I can take any crap they want to give me.
The great thing that happened today was I really got in touch with a part of my body I have been ignoring.  My pelvic area.  I want my power back.  My legs are getting stronger, my stomach is pretty tight and hard.  My sexual delight isn't very delighted.  I have ignored that part of my body and I know that so much energy lives there, so much power,  I want to use that power to sing and help the world.   Not sexually but to live a whole life and not ignore any part of my body.  I think there is alot of emotion and great creativity and the courage to give that creativity to people.  I am ready.   Crazy lady is out.  I want to be called Jo.  Or Jo Jo.  How do you like that?  Yes, just call me Jo.   And when you feel playful call me Jo Jo.
This blog is going to be my secret so eat your heart out everyone.   Find your secrets.  Then share them with me . How about that?
Another surprise for the crazy day is that I am so excited to be 60 Years old this year, who would think that.  I sure didn't think I would feel this way about this birthday.  I guess I am glad I am give even another day with all of the stuff that has happened in my life.