Day 17 Sick

What is sickness anyway.  I don't feel so good right now and I really just want it to go away.  If we don't feel good, if we are ill, if we have a disease what does that do to our lives.  You can't even do the things that you love, or you can't even do the things that you don't love so much.  So when the feeling well comes back you are so so grateful.  I want to be that grateful right now.  The hammering in the bathroom is in my head and making my stomach sick, makes me weak and a little dizzy.  I can't get away from it.  Would Chocolate help?   What would help this.  QUIET, and SLEEP maybe.  Can't be nerves now can it?   I have a homework due tonight and I am a little anxious about all of that.  And it is raining really bad today.    Love to you all. Health and well being to you all and let us end the suffering in a good way.