Day 87 Where

Where am I?  Am I stuck in some vortex of time.  I can't keep up with the days.  I am going going going gone.
I lost some days. This is so weird.  I am waiting and wasting time and it still went by.  I am stuck right now in another warp of not dealing with reality or what is in the moment or what.  Cooper usually is a pretty good gage and he is out of sorts.  Gary has a headache.  We are just letting our lives pass us as if they were going to last forever.  This life isn't. I have trouble feeling my own energy with others in the house.  I ask for help.  I can easily make 1,000,000,000 I know it is there for the asking.  May I ask.  Yes, I may.  Universe of abundance, I know this is possible. I want clear guidance to this incredible, exciting reality in my life.  It is not a dream, not a fantasy, not living in my bubble.  This is in my DNA.  This is and has been a knowing inside me.  I told Cheri years ago.  I told Mona years ago.  Let's make a million dollars.  It is possible.  I still believe that.  Clear guidance, actions, compassion, love connection, power.  And so it is.  I am so excited, I feel the energy of this abundance, I breathe  it, my blood flows from my heart pumping this divine destiny.  The doubts are exposed as false, not the truth of who I am, of who we are.  With this I flow in this day with unlimited potential, unlimited energy, and full of what it is I am made of.  Basic goodness, compassion for all, freedom to be the who I am.  I am asking clearly, directly and with the love of my heart.I want a million dollars.  I release all fear and receive this abundance with love and my gratfulness fills my hearts and all the hearts I can support with their dreams. Thank you , thank you, thank you.  My heart is overcome with gratefulness.  And with this abundance I willbuild an empire of abundance for many. Thank you.