Being intimate with oneself. Am I being self indulgent or focusing on what I love. Here is the cover for my children s book We're all made of the Same Stuff. It is a song I wrote and now it is a sketch coloring book with the lyrics. Thank you wise universe that is bigger than me. I don't know where I came up with the idea and I went through fear to paint this. Maybe some of the fear is the size of this picture it is my largest one to date. And it cost a lot to buy the canvas and I was scared that I would just screw it up. It is in the making and I like taking a picture of it and not seeing all the goofs that I made. But I did it. I a seeing how I stop myself by thinking I am taking care of myself. All the meditation and wather and quiet time. I am not out spreading my energy everywhere. do I have to do that to get what I want. Do I know what I want. My soul is loving the creating and my body and mind have been stopping be out of fear. Fear of letting my light shine. Fear of being happy more that a moment. Because I could die when I get too happy. What a hoot. Speaking of hoot I have to practice my comic set for Tuesday. I am so grateful and feel good about getting this done and going past the fear. I love it...thank you.
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