Day 62 Off early

What a really great thing to get off early on a sunny day.   I just ran out and spent money.  That is not what I really wanted to do.  Then I ate because I spent so much.  It is just a circle.  It is me not being in the moment and making a change and doing instead of buying...  I am taking the night off of getting down on myself.  Buy more stuff, eat more stuff.   Make less money.  Well, that is not what I am doing..  There is nothing wrong with me and all my stuff.  What do I want?  I am moving toward that.  What you focus on is what you  get.   I am working on moving forward, living in the abundance of our creative life.  Thank you so so so so much.