Day in LA

I am Dizzy and I believe it is because I cause myself to not be in the moment.  More of the overwhelmed notion.  Not facing my fears.  Ihave been doing that for years but with the windhorse It is a much deeper notion and exploration.
I have 2 million dollars, why two then I already have one.  I love what I do.   Mainly it is allowing my given power out.   Really that is all that it is.   People want to be around me,  They enjoy experiencing my quite peaceful presence,  All things get done without worry or doubt.  No need to judge or put  garbage out.  No garbage out and none in.  I love my pintentions....

I I I dedicate my life to this life.   I dedicate this life to experiencing a full potential possibility.   I haven't blogged in a really really long time.  I haven't made the time or felt the interest.  I love pinterests and I love living in living color.   I want to put my light in this blog. I don't know how to upload one more picture without all of these coming with it.  It's OK.  It is all a dream,  The question am I awake in my own dream?
What is my dream?  What is my wish fulfilled look like?  Is this it?  Am I being everything I can be?  Am I trusting myself and believing in myself?  Am I creating the life I was intended to live? How do I keep living the life that I want to live?   Am I trusting?  Am I grounded in unlimited possibilities without getting overwhelmed?  Windhorse will be with me now and tomorrow.  Thank you!!

Day Off

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This is Buddha Cowboy!!!

Hello,  I really love to do a blog the day I have a private lesson.  While I am waiting for the person to come.  They are going to be late and that is just fine with me.  Hey what is up there......  I have had a kind of out of body afternoon. Being dressed in full outdoor clothes in the house.  I keep falling and knocking things over  I have big fat baby boots on right jeans 2 tight shirts a scarf.  I love the way it looked when I got back from looking good to go to costco.  What is today about. I am liking dressing nice.  I cleaned the wall's in the kitchen.  For nobody but me.  Not for Gary.   I remember being so uptight getting ready for Gary to come home.  Things have really really changed in me since then.  I am sober to many things in life now.  I still get some kind of anxiety but not like I used too.  I live my own life now in our house.  I don't stop doing what I do.  I want to get an EXpressions proposal, business plan ready and also just a flyer I can send to spiritual centers around.  I want to travel and do Expressions in different states. Thank you for this.  I am a Budda Biker.  Thank you very much.   love ya all...  I truly am filled up with something.  I have been exploring pleasing and anger and my past.   I am exhausted.  I just want to be quiet Buddha biker.  Emotionally challenged right now.

Day Fantastic

what does that mean?   Well, I got it again.  After things get weird, I realized that I just made it all up. I have no control over anything except my thoughts on things.  Something happens that is brand new and I react like a tape recorder.  I am paying attention to that and not doing that, but living in the moment with love and respect and determination.   Determination.  I got it.  I can and am everything that I ever thought I could be right now and there is no stopping me.  The bullys, the demons,  the boogie men that I thought had me in their grasp.  HA,  they are gone,  they were made up, there is no one here right now telling me anything but myself knowing I am it.!!   I am light, I am goodness, I am gentle kindness, I am all.  I am beauty , I am for all. I dedicate my life to being transparent, judgement free, acceptance.   There is no one out there to rescue me.  I am that I am.   Love me

Day Expressions

EXPRESSIONS    and a Private class

I am excited to say that I am having a private lesson today with a young lady / Now I am having a little Expressions party with the girls at work.  Some of them can't come and it makes me very sad as it was like I was young and my friends couldn't come very much.  Well I didn't have any friends until my neighbors became my best  friends.   I don't even keep track of them anymore.

Only two people showed up.  I thought maybe only one would show up.  No I cannot believe that no one came.  I am not upset, we had a great time. I know that the store is falling apart and their lives are way more  important than their commitments.  That is what I feel.  I was so sad like when I didn't have any friends in grade school.

We had pesto salmon and Halloween cake.  What a great deal.  I learned that this house will be really awesome to have stuff like this more.    This works.   I am this.  This is good.  This is happiness.

It is all good.

Day hot and august

Day of Septembers last

Hello, great land of the world.  I am here to announce the wonderful acting class that is starting tomorrow.  Why am I doing this?   I am a great marketer and I have a great group of kids.  What has been going on with me.   I refuse to allow outside people to change my aspect of life or my goals, I am full of love and determination.  Yes, determination.
I have 3 schools up and going by 2014.  I think one in Corvallis and maybe Medford.  Or Ashland.
where do you think I should have them.  I ride for women.   I love and sing for women.  I have no idea how tomorrow will go.  I have to make sure not to allow the childrens likes or unlikes to drive my way of doing things.  I ask for help from the worldly universally energy.   I command that the best for all will be had through this class that has the intention of helping others help themselves.  What fun is that,  it is all the best fun.  Thank you I am so grateful for all of the rewards for all.  Thank you.

Day Summer love

That is what I said.  Summer Love.  I haven't wanted to leave the property except to go to the local grocery store and give the dog a walk.  All is quiet right now and I am not sure if I am being lazy or simply being.  The things that I have been getting ready for are almost over and I thought I need more to do.   I have so much to do for what I want to do before I go.  I really must take each day and see it as near the last.  I am not afraid as I am not ill that I know of but I haven't been free from myself before and I am that now in most moments.  So what if I do crafts.  Get over the words...OKs.   I am an artist.   I got turned down today to have my photos in the gallery or in the store in Newport.   I feel very sad about that.  Oops.  I don't really fell bad,  I could but I don't  Now I want another place to put them in.....I get it.  I got over it.   I have it in the perfect store/gallery and I am so grateful.