Day Summer love

That is what I said.  Summer Love.  I haven't wanted to leave the property except to go to the local grocery store and give the dog a walk.  All is quiet right now and I am not sure if I am being lazy or simply being.  The things that I have been getting ready for are almost over and I thought I need more to do.   I have so much to do for what I want to do before I go.  I really must take each day and see it as near the last.  I am not afraid as I am not ill that I know of but I haven't been free from myself before and I am that now in most moments.  So what if I do crafts.  Get over the words...OKs.   I am an artist.   I got turned down today to have my photos in the gallery or in the store in Newport.   I feel very sad about that.  Oops.  I don't really fell bad,  I could but I don't  Now I want another place to put them in.....I get it.  I got over it.   I have it in the perfect store/gallery and I am so grateful.