Day Fantastic

what does that mean?   Well, I got it again.  After things get weird, I realized that I just made it all up. I have no control over anything except my thoughts on things.  Something happens that is brand new and I react like a tape recorder.  I am paying attention to that and not doing that, but living in the moment with love and respect and determination.   Determination.  I got it.  I can and am everything that I ever thought I could be right now and there is no stopping me.  The bullys, the demons,  the boogie men that I thought had me in their grasp.  HA,  they are gone,  they were made up, there is no one here right now telling me anything but myself knowing I am it.!!   I am light, I am goodness, I am gentle kindness, I am all.  I am beauty , I am for all. I dedicate my life to being transparent, judgement free, acceptance.   There is no one out there to rescue me.  I am that I am.   Love me