Day 117 April

If this one famous person people might want to hear what I have to say.  Paris Hilton.  etc.  But no, I am a person that love to create and would love to make money doing it.   Helping people and being compassionate.
But I am not famous.

Day 113 Create

A very very great day of moving from one thing to another thing and enjoying almost every minute of it.  I felt the background of my mind this morning. I recognized it.  That is what was so great.  I want another background.  I truly don't need that sadness and unjoyful world.  And yes it was 78 degrees today.  I got some sun.  I made a water feature.  i frames some of my photos.  I cleaned out 3 drawers. painted.  Did laundry, painted. read. looked at magazines.  Wow,  I even did more than that.  It was a very fulfilling day.  Yet, I haven't sang or played my guitar.  

Day 107 Who knows

I i  I i  the big I.  the little i  The big I is the  I in I am.   which is as some say God, as some say higher self, I lives inside me and is made of all,  all things are possible because   I,  It was given to me while quiet.  I am a new person compared to a year ago.  I i am healing, sober and live a different way.  It is my intent to keep going in this wonderful direction.  money, opportunities and all.

Day 106 Sun gone

A little sad as the sun didn't follow throught with the days promise.   Many great things are here with me and I simply have to trust and trust everyday.  And remember my intent to be the best me I can ever ever be.  Cheating myself is cheating the world.  Lying is cheating myself also.  I am the only one I have to answer too.  The big I came to me today.  I am the little i but there is a big I that is all, it is all I can be and all I want to be.  And All.  i connected with the big I today.  it is not ourside of me,  It is me and evberything else in this world.
Love, money health, love gratitude, money is good too.

Day 105 yard

What a great great day.  I can't even believe how great it is outside and how that makes me feel.  I even kissed my husband more that once.  what is up with me.  I visualized a new man and it was a new me that I needed.
Well that is today.  Let us see how tomorrow ans the next day goes.  I have to trust that I will be finding a young man for the reading next week.   I am money, I am free, I am love, I am peace, I am energetic, I am the sun and the moon.   I love   and all is good.  I trust.

Day 99 Is it

Is it me or do things seem to not go my way.   I have had some of the best days ever.  I mean my soul is congruient with my life.  I am in love with myself  ina healthy way.   Irefuse to give that up for anyone.  What is haredest is nothing.  I will keep going, I know I am worthy and have much to give to many and I will do that.  Yes I will.   I will use my little girl for Creative Kidz.  I want to give to people any thread of hope that they may not have.  ever.  Let us love eacj other.  I will not allow anyone to knock me down again.  I don't need that.  I will let it pass by and allow the love to move us.  I love money.   I love giving money.  I ride.  I love to ride.  Thank you love to all.

Day 98 Spring

I feel spring for the first time.  The smell, the feel, the awesomeness of that.  I am getting organized and it is frustrating.  I am learning how to declutter and it is frustrating.  It is overwhelming when you are right in the middle of it.  IT is like in the middle of a break up or a loss or a divorce.  Maybe not as bad as that.  IT is seperation from who I truly am and what I believed myself to be. crazy. Who ever walks, talks and lives this path it is the most exciting and satisfying life ever yet it is sometimes walking on fiery coals and that is not something we really want to do but to challenge ourselves and how we have been manipulated and programmed we have to step out, stand up and shout,  get Angry, say fuck you.  You don't know me. YOu don't know what I am capable of,  You You You aren't going to rule my life any more.  To reach the people we have to talk to them in a way that they understand and the way they see things, like in the magazines and media.  NOt that we give them more rubbish about how things make you happy, and if you look like this you will be loved.  And all the hidden government scandals but the internet is how people get the their information and we have information for the masses so we can tip that scale of peace over war.  Love over hate, and feat.  It is only love and fear.  All human want the same things and yet we will not bond over the sameness, we fight over the differences.  We can celebrate everyone with love and embrace their cultures and learn form them.
 Maybe I need to get more serious about blogging.  OR NOT!!!!