Day 98 Spring

I feel spring for the first time.  The smell, the feel, the awesomeness of that.  I am getting organized and it is frustrating.  I am learning how to declutter and it is frustrating.  It is overwhelming when you are right in the middle of it.  IT is like in the middle of a break up or a loss or a divorce.  Maybe not as bad as that.  IT is seperation from who I truly am and what I believed myself to be. crazy. Who ever walks, talks and lives this path it is the most exciting and satisfying life ever yet it is sometimes walking on fiery coals and that is not something we really want to do but to challenge ourselves and how we have been manipulated and programmed we have to step out, stand up and shout,  get Angry, say fuck you.  You don't know me. YOu don't know what I am capable of,  You You You aren't going to rule my life any more.  To reach the people we have to talk to them in a way that they understand and the way they see things, like in the magazines and media.  NOt that we give them more rubbish about how things make you happy, and if you look like this you will be loved.  And all the hidden government scandals but the internet is how people get the their information and we have information for the masses so we can tip that scale of peace over war.  Love over hate, and feat.  It is only love and fear.  All human want the same things and yet we will not bond over the sameness, we fight over the differences.  We can celebrate everyone with love and embrace their cultures and learn form them.
 Maybe I need to get more serious about blogging.  OR NOT!!!!