Day 105 yard

What a great great day.  I can't even believe how great it is outside and how that makes me feel.  I even kissed my husband more that once.  what is up with me.  I visualized a new man and it was a new me that I needed.
Well that is today.  Let us see how tomorrow ans the next day goes.  I have to trust that I will be finding a young man for the reading next week.   I am money, I am free, I am love, I am peace, I am energetic, I am the sun and the moon.   I love   and all is good.  I trust.

Day 99 Is it

Is it me or do things seem to not go my way.   I have had some of the best days ever.  I mean my soul is congruient with my life.  I am in love with myself  ina healthy way.   Irefuse to give that up for anyone.  What is haredest is nothing.  I will keep going, I know I am worthy and have much to give to many and I will do that.  Yes I will.   I will use my little girl for Creative Kidz.  I want to give to people any thread of hope that they may not have.  ever.  Let us love eacj other.  I will not allow anyone to knock me down again.  I don't need that.  I will let it pass by and allow the love to move us.  I love money.   I love giving money.  I ride.  I love to ride.  Thank you love to all.

Day 98 Spring

I feel spring for the first time.  The smell, the feel, the awesomeness of that.  I am getting organized and it is frustrating.  I am learning how to declutter and it is frustrating.  It is overwhelming when you are right in the middle of it.  IT is like in the middle of a break up or a loss or a divorce.  Maybe not as bad as that.  IT is seperation from who I truly am and what I believed myself to be. crazy. Who ever walks, talks and lives this path it is the most exciting and satisfying life ever yet it is sometimes walking on fiery coals and that is not something we really want to do but to challenge ourselves and how we have been manipulated and programmed we have to step out, stand up and shout,  get Angry, say fuck you.  You don't know me. YOu don't know what I am capable of,  You You You aren't going to rule my life any more.  To reach the people we have to talk to them in a way that they understand and the way they see things, like in the magazines and media.  NOt that we give them more rubbish about how things make you happy, and if you look like this you will be loved.  And all the hidden government scandals but the internet is how people get the their information and we have information for the masses so we can tip that scale of peace over war.  Love over hate, and feat.  It is only love and fear.  All human want the same things and yet we will not bond over the sameness, we fight over the differences.  We can celebrate everyone with love and embrace their cultures and learn form them.
 Maybe I need to get more serious about blogging.  OR NOT!!!!

Day 97 change

Yes, change.  And what is that change.  Well, there are may things that I am changing and many things I am living and feeling.  And creating.  How about I create that million dollar baby for you.  I am an Idea person turing into a promoter, an early adapter, intuitive healer and visionary, a leader in this world.  This time in my life I am seeing my ideas coming alive through other people.   It is my time to go further with my ideas I don't believe people are doing right now.  Like Expressions and Creative Kidz.  Yes, my babies and I do see others doing kind of those ideas. Smart ideas.   I come to your school after class is over and I have creative kidz, I don't have an overhead price and I get paid.  Love ya.  Billions are pretty common now.  We are abundant.  I bought stuff today.  Yes I did.  I need to find my receipt/

Day 96 who knows

I don't know how many days it is into this year.  I thought it would be so easy to know.  But I get lost in the days.  I have been getting rid of many many things and it hasn't even budged much.  I am getting rid of more and more and as I do this I m becoming larger and larger in the universe with loving power.  I have 2 or three events that I am finding fun to get together and they are for myself also.  My vision isn't quite totally clear right now but I am working on it and with all the support I am giving and getting it is the perfect thing for me.  I see how people are making money with their great ideas on Shark tan and I am one of the next to build those franchises.  What a wonderful world we live in opportunity and monies at every turn.I am so grateful, I am saddened by the lack I have been living in.  I have no attachment for the outcome because who cares.  I need to be helping the world.  I ask for the vision of art to heart,  Creative Kidz and Expressions.  All combined together under the umbrella of Art to Heart.  That is about love.   Love it forward.  Ambassadors of Love. I am getting my inspiration as I write this.  This is the time for this to arrise for everyone.  Not just artists.  thank you.

Day 95 working

Working tomorrow for 12 hours and I can do it.  I am proud of myself and my love ethic.   Love Love Love.   Just not sure why I am eating so much   Tomorrow when I weigh myself I won't feel very good about it.
lOve anyway.    me

Day 94 Shine

Shine, on baby shine.  Here we go, One day of sunshine and the hearts fly high.   I am high on life and I shine.
So there.  Love, Life, Laughter  jo jo