Day 30 Crap

Yes, Crap.   I went to work with a very great attitude and got blasted with other peoples crap.  I really didn't want to hear it, but I am the one that hears it.  The one that can probably handle the burdens.  Remember I gave up my burdens .  I am lightning up the load that is why the name Jo Jo. Yes, I refuse to take on any others crap.   I feel so overly tired from that and the carbs that I just ate too much of.  They were so great. I wrote to my sister what is going on in my life and there are many unique things right now.  I am working, taking a class with homework, cleaning a house, casting a movie,  judging a theater regional, and the bathroom is being remodeled.  I know there is more than that.  Oh, I am on a commity for a woman's retreat and trying to go to church or meditation every sunday.  writing on a blog everyday. And a small art project that happens everyday.  How about you...I am tired just writing about it all.   Love ya and  throw your crap somewhere but not at someone.     No me.

Day 28 Get Over It

Help me!!!! I forgot who I was.  What I am.   I don't care what anyone else ever ever ever says who and what I am.   I decided to dance with the music I was given.  Not YOUR Music.   Not that I don't want to hear your music I just don't want to be it.   I am my own songs, I am my own melody, my rhythm, darkness, light, staccato, crescendo and all that music talk.   Have a great song today, a great peaceful melody, and an energizing, enthusiastic rhythm.  I am going to do just that.  Hope our music is in harmony together.  I love.you all and I am still going to be me.

Day 27 One Breath Away

I feel a breath away from being grounded, or being the me I felt a few days ago.  I got my feet pulled from under me.   I fell into the old habit of taking what I hear to deep.  I gave my power away again.  People telling me I live in a Bubble, or that I am kind of out there.  I have found I am intuitive and enthusiastic and I don't live with everyone else s beliefs of how things work.  I hear Wayne Dyer, and people like that.  When they talk I know what they know.  I know the ancient healing process, energy and what is happening.  That is not a bubble.  But I took it in a bad way.   Then someone was giving me the fung shui for the bathroom.  And it was none of the things that I am doing in our bathroom.  The colors and all.  So I was hurt by that.   I wasn't trusting myself.  I know how things feel.  That is knowing and trusting me and not everyone out there.  So I haven't been as grounded as I would like to be.   So I am just a breath away from myself.  Thanks............I wall breathe and get that.

Day 26 Energy

I have to say my energy today was great, I mean I felt better than I have in years.   Then the crazy fun energy got kind of violent at me.  Two others at work were as silly as me and we spun out of control and my energy spiraled out of me and I got very tired and I couldn't think  straight or positive.  I am not sure what really happened.   I am used to taking a nap around 1 or 2 but when I work I can't do that.  I want to gather my groundedness and live again in my body tonight and feel that awesome feeling I had this morning.  I will nourish and cultivate that feeling.  Thank you universe..

Day 25 Complete

I am on a completion mission.  Ask me, How is that going Jo-Jo?  Not so good I reply.  And why would I reply that way?  I just finished a song.  Well, I wanted more.  I am not satisfied with writing a hit song for myself.   Oh, well.   Now that I have told you that, I will celebrate with great celebration.  I love it.  I wrote a song.   Thank god.      This is so awesome and I will not deny this great awesome accomplishment.......SO THERE!!!!!!!

Day 24 Who cares?

My second comic class.  I don't care what others think of me.  Finally.   I really didn't. The young punks I guess I wanted to show them.  My funny isn't their funny.  Their funny isn't mine.  Poop talk, Cocks, Dildos. Those were the main topics of tonight.   I find I am quite a prude.  No worries.  I don't want to do this for just anyone.  I want to do it for spiritual hungry groups.  I know this.  Lets go...Here I GO!!!!  Love my past.  Every part of it.......good material.

Day 23 Bubble

Do you live in a Bubble?  My hubby says I live in a bubble and I think i is because I don't believe in all the things that society believes in.  I am not disturbed by as many things.  I won't buy into the Bleep that others will. 
I give more love and have more patience and lately I only want to help others.  Earlier in my life I thought people could take me away..I have regained much more of my power and I want to share love, light and laughter with others.   Thank God, which I believe is Energy.  Just call me JJo-Jo!!!