Day Ocean

What does that mean?  Oh a Heading is cool!! is this a new font.  why yes it is.  Inever messed with any of that stuff.   Nobody reads this anyway.  That is OK...actually that is Cool,  cuz then I can write anything that I want.  HA HA HA...Now I am trying some cool stuff.  Let;s see what else I can do.what does this look like.  kind of cool too.what does this do.  well i could just do this all day.  oh everything changed.  

this will change things. well. So let us get back to some normalcy here.  I am at the beach and it is good. The first day that I actually haven't had stomach pains.  So I am happy.  living in the moment.  Feeling I can do anything. and when you find what you were meant to do you feel awesome.  I don't want to die right now while I am feeling good.
I kind of thought once that if you felt too good it would be time to die.  I can actually sit and watch people and know I feel good.  I used to watch people and wondered, how could they be so happy.  I had no concept of how to have a day where I didn't feel like shit.  Drunk or not drunk it didn't matter.  It wasn't the booze.  It was the illusion of suffering that I lived in.  Now I refuse to live like that.  I don't want to live if I feel self hate anymore.   I want to share with everyone that they too can feel good.  Have an open heart and do the things that they want to do and make a million dollars, like me.  I am not waiting.  There are laugh clubs, laugh yoga and I want to have Expressions to be everywhere and for everyone.  Like a workout.   Franchise my dream.  yes, my dream.  I am Expressions.  I am love, I am a giant, I am a double millionaire. I am it all.  Thank you.www.infocusacting.com  
this will help you to be with me on my journey.  All ages.   love to all me

Day of Monday

This is so fun.  I have worked all day to get my business and my projects up and going.  Wow.  what a challenge and what a great opportunity to learn so much stuff.  I am so excited.  This million and owning my own business that becomes a franchise is one of the most exciting things in my life.  The book or workbook that goes with IN FOCUS and Expressions are in the works.  This million makes two million and on and on.  For my son to not be left with our debt but with a fortune that he deserves.  This love to you and to all this lovely monday. 

Day something else

Grieving,  wondering why we don't love when people are near.  Finding a friend is going away and I realize I have never accepted her talent, her beauty and her focus on the change in this plain.  I have been abusive of a relationship, selfish.  Very selfish.  I am saddened by the news of her leaving Veneta and moving away.   I feel as if I am loosing a very close friend even thou I didn't act on it when she was here.  I guess she would always be here.   Spirit be with her in love.  Expand the love everywhere.  Never stand in the darkness for long.   I won't.  Love more

Day something Saturday

This is an explosion of noise, right now.   wow all the tvs are on and i am not quiet or peaceful.  Stuffing my mouth.  love the million, then the next this is all good.   take this life and love it...good things for this......

Day 168 shine

I am a millionaire and I am on the cusp of another million.  This game of life is the very best ever.  I am playing these days.  I gave up and lived the small life like I was raised to be and that is not what  I really wanted,  but I didn't know any different.  I was squashed and very saddened about loosing my god, my spirit, my soul, my meaning and loving here on earth.  The earth school brought me to where I am now and I sing hallalula to it all.   I feel better than I ever have.  I re fuse to allow outside energy to stop me, make me stop what I create, of course I am open to all but I will not shut down for anything.  That is not what I am here for.  If I put you off, I am so so sorry.  And if you don't like me I don't care.  I cannot take care of you or make your life better.   I am me, I am strong I am love, I am kindness, I am generious, I am warm and compassionate and I love you.   But I will not be surrounded by negative energy and take it on.   I really don't enjoy being around it all the time.  I quit that job.  Genius, power and magic flow through me when I allow it.  When I know what I truly am.  I am energy living in this vehicle and I am enjoying it.  What a great idea to put us in bodys.  I ride for all women.  Freda Amelia.   I have a motorcycle right now I just am not sure where it is.   I ride my motorcycle for women.  For peace and power of woman.  The love that they are.  The way they create this world and make it a better place is worth celebrating.  Yes,  Womans day, not Mothers day.
But womans day.....I celebrate and ride.   I love my next million and my next.  I will give it to needy people and my son.  I love leaving a dynasty. Grateful is what I live in.  Thank you.  Health, love, gratitude,vitality, service,creativity,compassion, relationships, I will work on relationships.  I need to get out my prison on that.  And so it is.   I am sober in love. 

Day 141 living outside

I must not have finished this.   I have been outside and it is more than awesome.  I really live in the moment.  That is the way of  the Lord God myself as it is.  This is the way I feel right now.    I am OK.

Day Don't know

I haven't written for quite a while.  I have been busy arranging my life for the new room of abundance, successful business and sharing who I am with the world.  The million dollar lady.  I am so excited to be who I am.  I feel everyone wanting to listen to what I say because I say things they know and forgot.  This is all so so good and I feel it and know it.  I ride for all woman/.  I am so so excited.  Thank you.  I have to be able to do this and feel this good with Hubby home.   And so it is.........