Day 71 Inspired

I spent money and went to a networking teaching event.  I wanted to hear what she had to say.  Her and I connected.  It was the kind of connection that I want and love.  It has the spirit of our souls and hearts.  I really am getting that I am that.  I don't have time for the drama and crap.  At least that is my  take on it.   I want to give up my old ability to drop into a pit and replace it with the love, respect, self acceptance.  I was called a visionary today.  And I am.  I am finally finding the labels that feel correct for who I am.  I have never been able  find where I fit in this world.  Another one was an early adopter.  I love it.  I have found an intuitive healer is also myself.  Why do we have to get so old to have enough guts to get out and be who we are and how to shares that.  How to sober up to the reality that you want to experience now with the clearest mind you can have.  Maybe the older mind isn't all that clear.   Will I get started and then stop again.  Will I become attached to the results, NO.  Thank you and let us move on.  She wants me to do more of her classes before she sees me as a partner.  That is OK.  I don't know whether I will be able to do her next and next and next workshops. I have other things to put my money into.  Anyway.   Let us have a wonderful night full of fantastic Ideas and feelings.  Thank you...

Day 70 Fragile

Yes, life is fragile and I don't want to worry or doubt when I can be here right now and enjoy this moment.  I want to keep this going, this feeling of living in the moment.  Loving and accepting myself, funny or not funny.

Day 69 Monday

Yes, it is  Monday and I really did change everything I was going to do because of doing things with hubby.  We got new tires and lots of stuff at Costco.  So that was fun.  I still had time to work on my comedy this evening.  I made a great dinner and I am feeling a little weird these last few days.  Like physical.  I wouldn't want to die or have some kind of disease.  I want to move on and do stuff.  Lots of stuff.  I have done quite a few new things recently.  A battle with myself.  I am doing things and at the same time doing if for all mankind and I don't even know how that works.  I am stretching myself for others.  I have to do that somehow.  For some reason.  HOT FLASH was for that ...for others.  My comedy is for others to step out and get out of their own fear factors.   That is me.......love, laughter, light l i n d a Jo Jo

Day 68 Cleaning Up

I cleaned up all day to get ready for Gary.  Well after I went to a silk screen class.  I loved it.  I made my first image on a t shirt.  I want to  do more... then I cleaned the house to get ready for hubby to get home......

Day 67 Saturday Art

There are many things that I have done this week or couple of weeks that I have never done before.  I took a screen printing class and I did my first print.  I am so excited.  It is something that I want to keep doing.  I want to sell t shirts with my own original images.  Maybe even for other people.  I went to Mopan, I helped with the Womans retreats.  I talked to people about my Web series.  I talked about AR to Heart in the winery.  I have tackled many ideas of my own.  Many creations of my own.   Tonight hubby comes home and I really have to keep my energy.  I will not give myself up any more for anyone.  OK  Cooper has to get ready for Gary too but how dies he do that.  I have to get over it.  I eas really a little overwhelmed this morning and noticed it and need to really stop when I loose myself.  When his energy or what he says gets to me.  I refuse to be lost.
So there.

dAY 66 wow

Learning things that I never ever knew.  Don't know if they are true or not.   How the world is working and I had no idea.   A police state.  Controlling the weather.  Using weather as a weapon.  I tried to stay away from these conversations but I need to know more about what people are hearing.  I don't want to be totally out of the loop.  Living in La La land....  I do want to do that but this world is my world and I have an imprint in it.
What do I want that to look like?

Day 66 Can't Make Me

I don't want to blog  But I am cuz I said I would every day.  I reallly had a long day and I have eaten too much but I learned alot and I had fun at work and what else.  I gained 3 lbs. and I don't like that and I saw how that really made me crazy.  My mind does crazy crazy stuff doing that food thing.  I let go of it.  I said that can't happen anymore and it didn't/.  I am brain dead but Cooper needs to stay up for a while.