Day New

I am typing in bed.  blogging in bed.  Never take my computer away from it's holder.   I have got to do new things.  my body is hungry.  I need more and more and more learning and creating and doing.  I need to be around more and more people.  I give my gifts, I create my gifts.  I am I am I am.
  I am awake in my dream.   2 million it has to be 2 because then I already have one.  That is such fun.  I have art in gallerys, I sell moss, I sing and play and sell songs and I am in front of people all the time being.  I am being awake in my dream.  

I can not allow anyone to take that away from me.  Not even myself.  Our mind is like chicken wire.  It has big holes in it. 
Thoughts come in and out.  but if you are chicken you can't get out of the pen.   I am not chicken. I love chicken wire and I create magnificent things with it.

I have such vivid dreams that I wake up with the emotional hangover from them.  Sometimes not wanting to wake up. Sleeping is one of my great escapes.  writing on the computer and having a wonderful breeze come in the window is a brand new experience.  And I am really taking to this being so portable.

While awake in this dream I love many things.  My guitar, my cowboy boots, bunny, Cooper, my yoga matt, my cushion I meditate on.  My patio with the firepit.  I love my digital camera and working on the camera to make unusual effects.  I love my computer especially now that it can go anywhere with me.  HA.   I knew that. but just never did it.   I can email and look up things from here, what a great great deal.  Wireless,  Is this the first time I have thought of that.  HA.    good night.

Day before Expressions

I am asking for the universal abundance energy to guide me and allow me to get through the day tomorrow with the highest regard. for everyone.  I want to give the best workshop that I can and I have to run and give a performance also.I wanted to sell stuff, play music, do lots and lots of stuff that I am not doing.  And why?   Did I not do it fast enough?  Did I change my attitude with the world being like it is and my input on that.   NO  I refuse to allow bad news, bad talk to stop me give my gifts to all.  Thank you...love me

Day Ocean

What does that mean?  Oh a Heading is cool!! is this a new font.  why yes it is.  Inever messed with any of that stuff.   Nobody reads this anyway.  That is OK...actually that is Cool,  cuz then I can write anything that I want.  HA HA HA...Now I am trying some cool stuff.  Let;s see what else I can do.what does this look like.  kind of cool too.what does this do.  well i could just do this all day.  oh everything changed.  

this will change things. well. So let us get back to some normalcy here.  I am at the beach and it is good. The first day that I actually haven't had stomach pains.  So I am happy.  living in the moment.  Feeling I can do anything. and when you find what you were meant to do you feel awesome.  I don't want to die right now while I am feeling good.
I kind of thought once that if you felt too good it would be time to die.  I can actually sit and watch people and know I feel good.  I used to watch people and wondered, how could they be so happy.  I had no concept of how to have a day where I didn't feel like shit.  Drunk or not drunk it didn't matter.  It wasn't the booze.  It was the illusion of suffering that I lived in.  Now I refuse to live like that.  I don't want to live if I feel self hate anymore.   I want to share with everyone that they too can feel good.  Have an open heart and do the things that they want to do and make a million dollars, like me.  I am not waiting.  There are laugh clubs, laugh yoga and I want to have Expressions to be everywhere and for everyone.  Like a workout.   Franchise my dream.  yes, my dream.  I am Expressions.  I am love, I am a giant, I am a double millionaire. I am it all.  Thank you.www.infocusacting.com  
this will help you to be with me on my journey.  All ages.   love to all me

Day of Monday

This is so fun.  I have worked all day to get my business and my projects up and going.  Wow.  what a challenge and what a great opportunity to learn so much stuff.  I am so excited.  This million and owning my own business that becomes a franchise is one of the most exciting things in my life.  The book or workbook that goes with IN FOCUS and Expressions are in the works.  This million makes two million and on and on.  For my son to not be left with our debt but with a fortune that he deserves.  This love to you and to all this lovely monday.