Day something else

Grieving,  wondering why we don't love when people are near.  Finding a friend is going away and I realize I have never accepted her talent, her beauty and her focus on the change in this plain.  I have been abusive of a relationship, selfish.  Very selfish.  I am saddened by the news of her leaving Veneta and moving away.   I feel as if I am loosing a very close friend even thou I didn't act on it when she was here.  I guess she would always be here.   Spirit be with her in love.  Expand the love everywhere.  Never stand in the darkness for long.   I won't.  Love more

Day something Saturday

This is an explosion of noise, right now.   wow all the tvs are on and i am not quiet or peaceful.  Stuffing my mouth.  love the million, then the next this is all good.   take this life and love it...good things for this......

Day 168 shine

I am a millionaire and I am on the cusp of another million.  This game of life is the very best ever.  I am playing these days.  I gave up and lived the small life like I was raised to be and that is not what  I really wanted,  but I didn't know any different.  I was squashed and very saddened about loosing my god, my spirit, my soul, my meaning and loving here on earth.  The earth school brought me to where I am now and I sing hallalula to it all.   I feel better than I ever have.  I re fuse to allow outside energy to stop me, make me stop what I create, of course I am open to all but I will not shut down for anything.  That is not what I am here for.  If I put you off, I am so so sorry.  And if you don't like me I don't care.  I cannot take care of you or make your life better.   I am me, I am strong I am love, I am kindness, I am generious, I am warm and compassionate and I love you.   But I will not be surrounded by negative energy and take it on.   I really don't enjoy being around it all the time.  I quit that job.  Genius, power and magic flow through me when I allow it.  When I know what I truly am.  I am energy living in this vehicle and I am enjoying it.  What a great idea to put us in bodys.  I ride for all women.  Freda Amelia.   I have a motorcycle right now I just am not sure where it is.   I ride my motorcycle for women.  For peace and power of woman.  The love that they are.  The way they create this world and make it a better place is worth celebrating.  Yes,  Womans day, not Mothers day.
But womans day.....I celebrate and ride.   I love my next million and my next.  I will give it to needy people and my son.  I love leaving a dynasty. Grateful is what I live in.  Thank you.  Health, love, gratitude,vitality, service,creativity,compassion, relationships, I will work on relationships.  I need to get out my prison on that.  And so it is.   I am sober in love.